a tear fell

different path, different views

grew apart, yes we are.

awfully beautiful

Beautiful.

The type that I'll say hello to. heh.

The perfect school boy haircut.

Book in his hand.

The white shoes are amazing.

Thumbs up for the simplicity.

Ouh the cigarette: a turn off.

p/s: curi this from the sartorialist.

thunderstorm

Down I went

So hard I fell

Nothing, nothing, nothing

can take the shame and pity

away.

Now, leave.

I'll find my own strength to stand up again.

hello December!

*monster*

*chub chub*

*big eater*

if you look closer, he's welcoming a double chin soon! aha.

LOVE IT, love you still! :)

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Tired:

1. clinic for the doctor's letter.

2. hospital for the appointment date.

3. maybank ok no, bank islam for the house rent.

4. off to the tailor

5. lunch with mama,met up with didi.

6. clean up the house.

totally exhausted.

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something random:

Dan: I love Georgina! (gossip girls)

Me: Naa, she's a bitch!

Dan: No! I suke dia coz she luvs Dan! Hahahaha

Me: Silly! Not Danial Azlan!

Dan: ahha xksh! janji ada D.A.N!

mabuk! haha dan, dan.

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Currently obsessed with the song, according to you by Orianthi.

Man, the guitar is just awesome. She really is something! Thumbs up!

:)

Happy 4th!

For the joy and sorrow you bring, I thank you. For almost being my everything, I thank you. For all the screwing ups, the break ups and the make ups, I thank you too. Four, may seems short but heck we've been through a lot and I do not want any of it to go to waste. I hope my wish is the same as yours =) always, always love you.

adilaOmar

She was nervous and so worried about her driving test.

Couldnt sleep and woke me up to join her "lets not sleep club", but it didnt work.

I zonked out soon after.

Scared and not very confident of herself.

Worried, nervous, scared, not confident.

See, what did I tell you... If you set in your mind that you can do it, then obviously you can do it lahhhh! Aiyo, tak berbaloi kan resah gelisah semalaman! heee...

Congrats babe. Huhu dapat dah dia P...tapi tak bermaksud that we will stop bullying you! =)

Thin and sick

I was so sure that I urgently need to do some work out. I've spoilt myself with foods, foods and lots of foods and therefore I thought I've gained a couple of kilos here and there. Yeah, senang cita, saya rasa gemuk.

And so I made a decision to climb up the hills with hopes that I'll lose weight asap. Memang tak mungkin lah kan. Yeah, Hirdzi found me = fat was ridiculous. In fact he said it quite a few times that I look sick, pale and stress and not to mention thin. whoaaa!

More or less 2 years that we have not seen eachother. Not much has changed though. He is still him, the friend who always have words of wisdom. The one that always willing to lend his ears. The topics of our conversation were rather subjective, love and life. Yeah, we had different views on it and to be honest, debating with him on the particular topics, was like fighting a losing battle. He was right. It was just me who always had my eyes shut from the truth because of one thing... Fear of getting hurt.

Had lunch with Rifdy and Fido. As usual, I was the baby. The one yang slalu kene buli and perli. Haha. Yes mmg pedih la kan. =) And yeah, Fido actd like my dad - no smsing while eating, put the phone down haifaa!, ok2 signal kanan, weyh apa section2 nih..precint lah! suka sgt jadi org shah alam. Ahaha. My bad. And as for Didi, he was the sweet one, the macho one huh. haha. Thanks for the treat tadi Di! And again, it was the same topic that we talked about, love. Mulalah masing2 nak tabur their own perceptions on love. The one is effin loyal to the gf and the other hmmm otherwise. Somehow by the end of the catching up, it got me thinking about myself, my own story.

Ouh btw, they said that I'm skinny too! Woaaahhh they must be blind. Haha.

Later, car wash! Haha 5 guys sental my car. How funny.

So betul lah kata mama, if you bgn pagi, byk benda boleh buat. Rasa sehari tu berbaloi.

Yeah mama you're right.

smelly cat - phoebe sing some more!

I hate the fact that mama is using Dove now. Gosh I hate her near me. I hate it so much that every time she's around I would have to tutup hidung sekuat2 hati, if xtahan dah...tahan nafas. I hate going to her shower room. That smell again, so tajam menusuk hidung segala. For fuck sake that smell reminds me of him every fucking time. Not that is a bad thing but heck sometimes you just want him off your mind specially when you're fucking pissed off. Now everytime terbau Dove, saya teringat dia. Effing not fair! grrr... rasa macam nk buang ja shampoo tu!

ok sangat random.